:: Captain's Personal Blog ::

Stardate: Monday, January 28, 2002

WELCOME BACK TO ANOTHER WEEK!

Actually, it's amazing. I feel great! It's not that I did anything truly earth-shattering this weekend, I JUST FEEL WONDERFUL!

I suppose it's because of the sun and the (semi) warmth of the day. For January 28th, you really don't expect it to be a high of 64 degrees, but I will take it where I can get it. I love the sun and I love warmth. I think those two elements are conspiring to make me feel great today. This is DEFINITELY not a bad thing.

I even have a new outlook on last week, although I think I would have gotten here anyway. I think I just needed a break from all the stress of last week (or, more to the point, the end of last week.) There is something to be said for freaking out in a panic situation. At least you have an emotional catharsis of some kind. While being stoic and calm, I do believe that there was still some part of me that was TRULY frightened and needed a release that wasn't going to come. After that, I think it's possible that I had all this pent-up aggression that needed to get out, and I wouldn't let it. As a result, I had a short fuse and very little tolerance for much by the end of the week.

Continuing on that, all I needed was to relax and be left alone for a while. After that, all the cares in the world could melt away and I could function again. Now, thanks to the weather, I am in prime position to tackle the new week. Who knows how long this will last, however, since according to the ever-so-popular Dave Price (weatherman of FOX 5's Good Day New York) it is supposed to be in the 50's all week BUT it will rain until Saturday, when it will be 39 degrees. *sigh* I suppose if I dwell on that too long I'll start in again on how I just can't win, but for now I will take the little victories where I can get them.
:: J 8:31 AM [+] ::
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